It will be nice to have a regular cash flow (rather then subsidizing one with my shifts at the pool) and to feel like I can contribute. Additionally, I had the chance today to contribute to my wardrobe as I had one pair of slacks, one pencil skirt and maybe 2 blouses. Today was a big day as I made my very first purchase at Banana Republic. Some people have wardrobes that are entirely composed of high-end brand names. On the other hand, I have approximately 5 concert tees and many second hand shirts but no fancy schmancy digs that I can wear to work. I don't think I could get away with my 2 kitties playing with a grenade shirt at work.
The day did not go off without a hitch, however. It seems that the same problem that I face over and over again with shoe shopping has resurfaced whilst I was shopping for business trousers: I couldn't find any that fit! Having small feet is one thing but this.... sigh.
*subject change*
It's been raining heavily all day which didn't help my mood after I found out that a girl I went to high school with passed away over the weekend. I always feel doubly down when things like this happen. The obvious feeling of grief soon turns into an overwhelming awareness of helplessness. There is literally nothing that I can do. So I sat down, on my little couch and listened to some music to center myself. Tea, music and my kitties.
"Anything worth heaven is never easy
and the pain is only a sign.
If you can just push through and
make it out of bed well then,
everything will be fine"
-'Grandma' by Craig Cardiff
and the pain is only a sign.
If you can just push through and
make it out of bed well then,
everything will be fine"
-'Grandma' by Craig Cardiff
1 comment:
Congratulations on the job!! Looks like many new beginnings are unfolding at once. Tea is my quiet place too. :)
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